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[24 Sep 2006|10:43pm] I think I found an apartment, for real. It's amazing, and I hope everything goes well. I deserve this. post comment

[01 Jun 2006|01:03pm] nick is hurt, and i have no fucking idea whats going on. gfnfkjhglkhfd'gfjhgkii post comment

[01 Jun 2006|11:02am] Gosh, I'm in such a Ted Leo mood. post comment

[20 May 2006|03:19pm] I hate cheaters. I hate cheaters. I hate cheaters. you broke his heart. post comment

[24 Apr 2006|09:53am] I love thunder storms. post comment

[23 Apr 2006|03:02pm] I still can’t believe I found someone who can make me so happy. I can’t believe I found someone who can complete my sentences. I can’t believe I found someone to get passionate with. I can’t believe I found someone to get silly with. I’m the happiest I’ve been in a really long time. He’s always thinking of little things to do for me, or just making me laugh. Nknkghnkglhgfj, mushy live journal post. I wish all my friends could feel this content with someone. I’d love to see them smile as much as I have been. 1 comment|post comment

[11 Apr 2006|09:32pm] My goal. 1 or 0 cups of coffee a day. 1 comment|post comment

[23 Mar 2006|01:05pm] one love. 1 comment|post comment

[19 Mar 2006|03:34pm] hookah bars make me sick. :( post comment

[15 Mar 2006|09:58am] Due to lack of things to say, I barely update anymore. My life is one big continual schedule. Sometimes I feel like I barely have enough time to get decent sleep. I’m really suffering with the long school days, followed by the 7 hour work day. I probably should ease up on the hours at work, but money is always a concern. This weekend by far, was one of the better ones. Friday I went with Jess and Vic to Brooklyn. We went bar hopping, and I had an incredible time. His friends are a lot of fun. They have this cranberry drink at Mug, which was out of this world. Saturday night was Elaina’s birthday party. Between Evan and I, we drank 10 beers, and 3\4th of a bottle of vanilla vodka. I had a lot of fun, and met a really sweet guy, Gabe, who I’ll be seeing on Friday. Sunday was Mid-Evil times for Evan’s birthday. It was so much fun. We all got into it, I lost my voice afterwards. I also went with him to see The Hills Have Eyes, which was really good. I have a lot of events coming up, which brings some excitement. I’m most likely going into the city Friday, for the St. Patrick’s day parade, followed by Mr. Beery’s for drinks. My birthday is coming up in 2 weeks, which is going to be one of the best birthdays yet. I’m going to see Saves the Day on my birthday hopefully, and renting out a little motel upstate for a party for my closest friends. I’m also going to Q-zar so I can demolish my friends at laser tag. Bamboozle with Evan, which is going to be a little costly, but definitely worth it. And of course summer coming up, that’s fucking awesome. I’ve been talking to Thomas a lot lately. My feelings get all twisted whenever I talk to him. I hate that I have to second guess everything he says. I want to be able to trust him again. After the breakup, I haven’t really been to keen with many boys. It’s not that I don’t want a relationship; I just am not ready for one. I haven’t seen Mike Knoll in a week, which is a super long gap for us. We never usually go more than a few days without seeing each other. I’ve been busy. Katie and I aren’t friends anymore, which is sort of upsetting and sort of not. I’d be a lying fool if I said it didn’t bother me the slightest. I guess with my birthday coming up, I wish I could spend it with her, among my other friends. On the plus side, I feel more relaxed, and I’m not walking on glass anymore. I hate how every situation has pros and cons. Le sigh. I hate how all our plans are completely botched because she can’t let things go. I wish we were all still going on the road in June, and having an incredible summer. It’s things like that, that make me hate not being her friend. Having her kick me out of her car, was not her better moment. I should be the one mad at her, but of course I just don’t give a shit enough to care. I’m so passive, I don’t let little things get in the way of having a good time, or a friendship. This entry was written entirely on my sidekick. I hope this goes through, or it was a big waste of time. 2 comments|post comment

[24 Feb 2006|08:48pm] ( Blossoms ) 4 comments|post comment

[18 Feb 2006|12:44pm] Saturday, February 18, 2006: 6-11 (womens) Sunday, February 19, 2006: 8-2 (wac) Monday, February 20, 2006: 4-11(mens) Tuesday, February 21, 2006: 7-3 (wac) Wednesday, February 22, 2006: OFF Thursday, February 23, 2006: 5-11 (mens) Friday, February 24, 2006: 7-2 (wac) Saturday, February 25, 2006: 11-2 (backstock), 2-7 (mens) thanks urban. post comment

[27 Jan 2006|01:36pm] peace out long island, i'll see you monday. i'm going to see kieran. fdndskjl;gngs bestweekendever. 1 comment|post comment

[17 Dec 2005|11:04am] my life. my new interest. my happiness. 1 comment|post comment

[05 Dec 2005|12:07pm] ( holiday party ) 4 comments|post comment

[05 Nov 2005|02:48pm] Saturday: (today) 8-2. Sunday: 8am-4pm Monday: 5-11pm Tuesday:7am-3pm Wednesday: 5-11pm Thursday: 10-4 ...this is alot of work, considering the last day i had off was TUESDAY. That's 12 straight days of work! Friday, Sat, Sun OFF! I'm going to purchase. post comment

[21 Oct 2005|09:31pm] Good people, good laughs, good house. tonight is going to be killer! post comment

[10 Oct 2005|01:28pm] I'm in school at the computer lab. I feel like I have very little time for myself, as well as the people I actually care for. I met two girls, Jen and Denise at school, whom have the same break as me. I'm totally pumped. I am now assistant manager of the WAC department at Urban Outfitters. I got a raise, and + 39 hours. I'm going to be living in money, hopefully. I'm going to smoke a cigarette outside, and head to class. <3 post comment

[15 Sep 2005|09:30pm] i'm going to have an anxiety attack. post comment

[21 Aug 2005|08:42pm] I guess this is the prime time to explain my huge issues in my life, since I finally have a free moment to myself. Thomas moved in with me for the next three weeks, or until he can find a place on his own. I lost my wallet, which consisted of: 1. my social security card 2. my birthcontrol 3. my credit card(s) 4. my debit card. 5. a free car wash coupon. 6. my license. I mean, it's not the end of the world right? That's what I thought. I went to the bank to see why I am getting charged a subcharge because "i don't have enough money in the bank". Mmmh, that's odd. I havent used to ATM card in days. Turns out, whoever found my wallet is a sick sick sick person. Apparently, they made over 80$+ dollar purchase with my credit card, signed up for a 2 year contract with AOL, clothing shopped filled up their gas tank, and opened a new VISA master card. Greet, Someone stole my identity. All the purchases were made in a two day span. The accumalation of the money spent was over 450 dollars. My entire bank account was cleared out. However, I called to report my lost wallet, and cancel the credit cards, so it was documented. The lady said I will get bank everything that I lost. I thought I would never find out who this person is, but the guy is a complete MORON, and signed up for AOL which needed his adress. Tomorrow I am going to the Police Department to file a report. I want to get this man locked up. The thing that really stinks the most, if i ever want to open a credit card, I need to get it notrized for 7 years. This is the worst thing that could ever happen to a person. Sick sick sick sick sick fucking people. post comment

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